At These Moments

on Monday, November 2, 2009

Today, I stayed home I didn’t go anywhere even to our neighbor, I was tending my niece who has been sick

Since my niece is getting better so I have enough time to check my email, blog and opps. When I looked at and read my email, then there I go, I remember that today was the first day of classes in the school where I taught for many years.

Then all of the sudden, I was very emotional because I was missing my students, colleagues and the school owner. I couldn’t hold my tears falling I've been really missing them so deeply. Then I've been thinking that I was being there with my students at these moments. But I have to accept the truth, I am not there anymore. I have to teach my self not to be very emotional when I remember the place which I considered my second home.

My readers please forgive me if I always write about the place where I was for many years. I know myself, I couldn’t forget the place easily, and the people there are part of me. I love them and they love me. My decision of leaving Thailand for good was really a big, big, big lift decision. My prayers that God will continue to do what has been started at the school where I was and my prayers also that God will continue to uphold my emotion. I’ve been missing Thailand so much. (Tears)

2 comments:

Bacolod and Beyond said...

ganyan talaga ang buhay, just hold on to the Lord and trust Him...

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litlit said...

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